Back home…

Your gaze pulls me toward you!
It invades every millimeter of my being…
I feel lost
In a whirlwind of emotions.

It is a beautiful kind of losing myself!
As if I were losing myself directly into your arms, where I feel back at home.

I want to make that doubt of yours disappear…
You do not believe you deserve to be loved.
You doubt that you could ever truly be happy one day!
You almost seem to believe you deserve to live surrounded by loneliness.

How deeply I understand you!
For a long time I felt that way too… alone.

Until I found myself in you!

Everything that once made me doubt Love brought me to you.

Loveless romances, wounds, illusions without Surrender, disappointments, mismatched desires, and doubts that made me fear Love and lose faith in life as two — tears that brought me to you!

It was in loneliness that we found and recognized each other!

And it is in loneliness that we reinvent ourselves!

You want to be truly loved and you are afraid of being used once again.

You want to be cared for and you distrust the Path I offer you.

You want to be someone’s entire world and yet you run from my gaze.

And why?

I only want you to receive what you give.
I only want you to give as much as I offer you.

How about we risk being happy together?

Why run away when we could unite?
Why pretend when we could simply live?

I love the pain hidden behind your smile!
I love the loneliness you hide within yourself!
I love the strength with which you continue believing, even if you refuse to admit it.

I love the way we search for each other’s touch.

I even love those moments when you feel awkward because you cannot hide what you feel in my presence.

I try to find a way to forget you when I think you do not feel the same…

And all it takes is a second, a smile, a glance, to feel back at home again…

One touch is enough to forget the fear and become yours!